Wednesday, May 28, 2008

university days in malacca






my days in malacca... mlc prob isn da best place to spend ur uni days at but trust me, from my experience when u have the right bunch of frens any place wud be the best place to be in... i spent 3 years there... always tot it was boring and but now dat im leaving im really sad n down...

the first year was for my foundation... n the other 2 was my first 2 years of my degree program...

Foundation was superb... i had a great bunch of frens... who others might have considered nerdy... but i personally tot that they were fun, smart n juz totally worth being frens wit... elaine, shad, kuok, ana n i... no doubt ana n kuok were a lil quiet but dat was maybe coz shad never gave em da chance to speake... haha... anyway i personally, found some1 i cud open up to n really talk to (elaine)... coming from a school where people juz looked down at u coz of ur colour n da fact dat u weren't one of em and to add to dat performed well in ur studies (boarding school)... i obviously din have much frens... so having this one close fren meant a lot... maybe the world to me... later i moved on to getting a bf... since i was deprived of men in my life ... haha... n he was really wonderful too... my life was juz perfect i would say... elaine n this guy were juz 2 ppl who i cud talk to n turn to for anything at all... until i had to choose between them...

After my foundation when all my frens decided to leave for a course offered only in cyber, i on the other had decided to stay back in mlc... dat itself clearly shows who i chose... but still i would prefer claiming that it was due to some personal reason...

I decided to start new... move in to a new place wit new housemates i din even know... the first few months of the 2 years were lonely... lonely wit no1 to talk to or hang out wit... and dat only made me more depressed over time... but as time passed i found more n more similarities between my new roomate n i... at da same time i found a new fren in class... some1 i always sat in class wit n studied wit... she was a lil typical if i might say but wat the hell... she was still a fren and dat point of time i cud juz make do wit whoeva who wanted to be my fren... so i introduced her to my roomie n my roomie introduced us to her fren, suria... we became a bunch n use to do a lot together... it was really great... things weren't exactly like how it use to be in alpha... but it was really nice... but only until i had found out dat this fren of mine had back stabbed me... anyway long story there... so yeah i was back to sitting alone in classes n studying alone... anyway the group then was left wit my roomie - shobz, her fren - suria and i... after beta, our 1st year, suria had shifted into my unit... we became closer n life was a blast... partying n clubbing every other week... but none of us neglected our studies though we did slack a lil which increased wit time... but we realised sooner and stoped on the partying... but we still had each other to talk to n juz cry to wheneva we felt broken n torn... we always tried to be there for each other... n yes u guyz were always there for me... thank you...

N towards the end of this 2 years is when one of my fren-shad, who had left to cyber decided to come back to mlc... yes we were frens n we were in the same group in alpha n we hung out a lot together during that time but i always tot he was juz dat fren u cud have a good time wit n not the type u cud really open up to... but guess i was wrong... so totally wrong... it was during this few months did i get to know this guy really well... he was the total opp... anyway all i can say is dat he is da sweetest LITTLE creature i have eva come across... n it makes it more diff for me to actually leave.... im seriously gonna miss u donkey...

When im finally suppose to be settling down i decide to move to cyber.... and start all new... many things have happen along the way... both good and bad... mostly good... but da very few bad reasons r obviously the major reasons for me to move... and also coz my family thinks dat i'll be closer to em... many people have asked reasons for y m i moving... truthfully i have no valid reason... but i guess im juz lookin for a new begining... i know it aint gonna be very smooth but guess its juz too late to turn back time... i still have a few weeks b4 i start my 3rd year in cyber n i swear im already missing life in mlc... But anyway i had a blast this 2 years... though it might have started out really bad... i would sum it up as the 2 most wonderful years of my life so far... this is another group of true frens apart from those i had from school (talkin bout b4 i went to boarding school) ... this 2 years was juz great... there were many changes i had experienced... i went from "nerdy yamunah" to "hawty yamunah"... haha... but im still the plain old yamunah my frenz know.... n will always be... i love u guyz... u guyz have made my life so colourful n wonderful... hope nothing changes between us...
ps-
shobana, suria & rashad
love u guyz... gonna miss u guyz loads... keep in touch... always!!!...
elaine
cyber here i come!!!

xoxo