learn to love those who love u...

all my life i have been trying to get noticed by u...
i studied my arse off juz to do better than da rest, to make u proud, played the sport u liked juz to see da smile on ur face n give u the opportunity to support me, i went to the school u wanted me to juz coz u tot it'll lessen ur burden, i suffered around wit no family n no frens at the age most kids need their family most, juz to be where i am now so dat u'll be proud of me, i opened my ears and learned to be matured so dat u could have some1 to talk to, i learned to take the good and leave the bad from the elders juz so dat u wouldn have to go through it all again, i stopped goin out wit my frens juz so dat i could spend more time wit u, i learned to be more expressive so dat u'll know how much i loved u, i stood up for u when the rest took u for granted, i call u everyday juz to remind dat i care, but only to find out u call the rest a few times a day to tell em u love em, i came to u when i was down and all u did was warn me dat i better not have done anything instead of helping me out of it.

and after all this i realized dat im still hidden behind da rest... i'll never be dat special one to u... and dats when i stopped trying to be the extra for u and trying to do it for myself instead..

n now ur askin me if im facing problems, and telling me dat i have changed, n no more the person i use to be... still, i see dat u never appreciated da person i use to be... ur only worried bout u losing dat one person who actually cared bout how u felt and bothered sparing her time listening to u...