catching up!!!

i can say dat i m not a very frenly person, as im often labeled a snob... but one thing is for sure... when i make frens i make GOOD frens.. i din have many frens in kindy coz i always had this inferiority dat i wasn good enough coz my mum use to compare me to my other frens... she only meant well but it kinda brought me down... n this is one of the shitty reasons y u shud not have ur mum teach in the same school u go to... unless ur the type of kid who stood out or at least cared to stand out in a good way... so anyway i only began to make frens... meaning good frens, frens i clicked wit beginning wit primary school...

my group of frens did change at every stage of my life... and i did stop or reduce my interactions wit the previous groups every time i got a new group... but i never stopped cherishing the wonderful moments we've had together...
Now...
i guess its juz the age... the age where u wanna collect all those lil pieces of ur childhood and put em together, afraid u might lose em... the period where u realize, damn im getting old n if i don catch up wit this ppl now it'll be too late...
so some of us who were frens in primary school did meet up a few weeks ago... we couldn really remember who else was in our group but the obvious ones were only Rachel, Mandy, Pei Shern (since std 2) (couldn make it as she was back in Penang) n i... the 4 of us were really close frens in primary school... we use to do everything together... hang out during recess... sit together in class.. n go to each others house n stuff like dat... cant really recall the exact moments but wat i can recall is we were this gang... if im not mistaken we called ourselves the 'COOL GANG' ... how lame... hahaha... damn the school rules n regulations for not letting us bring out cams to school... they basically stole our childhood from us... sob sob...
anyway thinkin dat we wouldn have much in common since it was 9 years since we last spoke, though we were in the same school our whole schoolin life...trust me from the sec we met till the time we left (forced to leave as it was running late)... we met for lunch, we hopped 2 places in 6 hours... juz sitting n talkin.. we had so much to catch up on... n to think bout it, we r still pretty much the same ppl... we look the same... we still r as expressive as we use to be... truthfully i cant think of any change other than of course the usual... n i realized at dat point 'shit im getting older'... yes im only 21 but ur no more dat kid... even if u were, u were not allowed to let it out... u've come to a stage where ur given the resposibility of playing this matured role... i m only a few steps into it n im already missing my childhood... god i've got a long way more to go... its sad... haih...




ok so considering da fact dat time is running out n i have many more group of frens to catch up wit since school... my next big gathering is today... for lunch... this time it's gonna be the JANYL's.. but unfortunatesly the L cant make it... as usual something has come up... *winkz* no offense ha... so yeah it's already almost 7 in the morning n i blady hell cant sleep due to overdose of coffee... n i have to leave at 11 latest in order to be in One Utama by lunch... unless my bro is nice enough to come pick me up... which i know for sure will not happen... so... haih i better go get some rest... hopefully im not late... as punctuality is my num 1 prob... aight need my beauty sleep... cant have puffy eyes as there is gonna be hellofalota cam whoring...