Today, isn a very good day for me...
nothing really happen... but i have been feelin very shitty... its juz due to something some1 told me... this person (X) prob din mean to be harsh or rude but maybe X thought it was the truth n he was close enough to juz tell me wateva he felt...
i have always been the type of person who says n does things as to not hurt or harm any1... though at times i do tend to, but it isn intentional...
this thing X told me made me feel as if i wasn good enough... juz not good at all...
i have always been this person with not very high self-esteem but i always managed to live pass it by trying to be a better person... this character of mine has brought me a long way... but at times... for instance times like this... i totally break down... i know it'll pass.. tom will be a new day n i will still come back to my usual self... but still, wat i don und is y do ppl do this??? y do ppl say things like this... certain things r jus best kept to em selves... but on the other hand wat right have they got to judge... sigh... its jus very disappointing when u try to be there so much to lift em up when they r down but they on the other hand... juz go on living their lives like nothing else matters except wat they feel... stop being selfish!!!... don juz live for urself... make the ppl aroun u happy in order for u to share dat happiness together...
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